Know Me

you don't know me
you say you do
but you don't

yes we talk
we have fun
we study together
but you don't KNOW me

people say they know you
but do they really KNOW you...

do you see the mask
or
the person behind the mask?

cos if you see the mask
then no
you don't know me

do you care for me
or
are you giving me pity?

if you care for me
then don't give me any pity
i don't want them

question after question
never stopping
and it'll never will

but the few questions that kept on coming are important to me.

do you trust me?
if no, then i should have never told you my secrets

do you consider me as your friend?
cos i do, i've always considered you one

i don't know about you
but i care for you, i trust you and i can see you.
the REAL you. not the mask

if you really are my friend
then i know you can see me
trust me and
care for me.

11.03

why do i feel so alone in the world??
sure i have friends and families and relatives but i still feel alone
no, it's not about being in a relationship.
it's something else. i don't know what it is...

but i feel alone in this world sometimes
i don't feel loved or cared for
i'm not even acknowledged by most people i know
its as if i don't even exist

i feel like a ghost as i walk down the corridor,
sit on a chair,
standing up
and even when im talking

i don't know how or why
as i feel my shadow dissappearing before me
my colours washed away by the tears falling down my cheek
as i cry and cry