Helpless

Sometimes I wish I was made from bubbles

That way I can just pop the heartache away

But, what about the thoughts?

They enter my head unexpectedly

They circle my mind when I'm not preoccupied

They leave tear marks when it's unwanted

Is it wrong you want to deal with it yourself?

Rather than getting other people be involved

And making them worry

I'm scared
Of what?
I can't specifically say

The pressure from expectations?
People's perspectives of you?
The up-coming unpredictable future?

All I know is
The more I think about it
The more the tears come

I feel helpless.